my parents constantly take their problems, turn it around on me, and say it’s what i do that makes them the way they are. all they do is defend each other and turn against me. i really don’t see how could i have caused so many problems all by myself. did they ever think that maybe they’re the ones that made me the way i am because that’s the reality of it that they won’t realize. and until then i am forever being blamed for something i couldn’t have done.